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Let me tell you about a BEAUTIFUL STRANGER

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Let me tell you about a Beautiful Stranger...

It's been a while now since I've seen him inside the church but his face still lingers in my mind. Back then, I see him once a week.  Sometimes, twice.  Sometimes, never.  

Most of the time he was seated in front of me.  Other times, pews apart. Once, he was besides me. He said nothing.  I said nothing.  But he can tell.  I know.  He can tell that to me he is beautiful.  He can tell by the way he glances back at me every time his eyes meet mine, and I glance shy away from him.

I reach for you and found my heart…

I reach for you and found my heart…

There's this someone, a Beautiful Stranger.  He's one that my heart would really love to know. ❤

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PICTURE ME with better days ahead...

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The adage a picture is worth a thousand words pretty much sums up and captured who I am and at what point am I now in my life’s journey...

  • My left eye is healing well a month after my corrective 4th-time eye surgery...

  • Loving you still makes my heart skip a beat—so I am hooked-up again with a heart event monitor...(3more weeks to go...)

  • I wear a heart solitaire instead of a wedding band...

  • I rarely wear lipstick...

  • I can’t widely smile because of my still lingering dental paresthesia...(on liquid and soft-food diet going a year now...)

  • I love all animals…more so cats, hence my hair-clip and necklace...

  • I gained precious pounds…(now at 99lbs…)

  • I am wearing a Canadian brand tank-top given by a Canadian Earth Angel...but I haven’t been to Canada yet...)

  • I am wearing comfy, casual clothes because I am not working; but hoping to be able to go back to the workforce again...(put the bad memories behind, learn and pick up the good despite my fork in life and live my new normal...)

  • The letters “RH” on the building behind me represents as R for my first name initial and H is for my Hope that endures. 

  • I wear prayer charm bracelets as an outward sign of my faith and devotion to GOD and St. Peregrine...(Patron Saint of cancer patients)

I am looking towards the heavens as I ponder in the LORD’s goodness, more blessings to come and His continued merciful grace and miracles in my life.

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NAMASTE - ...finding NIRVANA.net is now Live!

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NAMASTE

...finding Nirvana.net is now live...mainly as my junk pile of thoughts and emotions regarding my so-called life's trials,  tribulations and amazing graces!  With or without an audience, it is meant to log my progress regarding my health condition(s).  This blog will also showcase about things and matters that are close to my heart like animal welfare, cats, birds, charity work, inspirational stuff...hoping that maybe someone out there might find these posts informative, helpful or maybe amusing and put on a smile. I am also a lyrical poet--expressing my feelings through music, as I believe that songs have a certain power. A lot of times it can break through walls we don’t even know existed. It can be our tool for communicating our feelings bottled-up inside our heart, mind and soul.

Life is a beautiful struggle. I love GOD and am eternally grateful for all His blessings in my life, answered or un-answered prayers. I truly believe in Him. I do volunteer and charity work, and I’ve learned a lot from them. To work for love and to make a difference is my ultimate goal.

so...Beautiful Stranger, you...

Please hold my hand and promise not to let go as my journey continues...

“Nirvana is a place of perfect peace and happiness, like heaven. In Hinduism and Buddhism, nirvana is the highest state that someone can attain, a state of enlightenment, meaning a person's individual desires and suffering go away. " source:  Vocabulary.com