Prayers

, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Heart of Mine: BETTER DAYS are coming…

, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

I always say that my life is and have always been a beautiful struggle with all of the challenges I face, and yet so blessed for being able to overcome them by GOD’s Grace!

The Lord stood by me and gave me strength…

…more so these past months when my darkest point in my life shattered my heart to its core when my Mother passed away.

The saddest sound in the entire universe

is the sound of the last heartbeat!

I’ve never been so helpless and heartbroken! I still ache from losing her…there are days that are tougher!

Missing you comes in waves and tonight,

I’m drowning…

Through this, my breast cancer journey continues…I still have to go through my infusions, tumor marker labs and oncologist follow-up every 3-4 months because of the invasive nature of the cancer I had.

Add-on, my better-half himself is having medical challenges now, too.

I’d rather it just be me, not my loved ones.

But as I always say. too ”there’s always good in bad and that “there’s always something to be thankful for”…

I am thankful that I’m back to work— though I basically work now just for gas and my cancer continuing insurance coverage—BUT I AM THANKFUL THAT I AM WORKING!  I’ve always liked to work and I’m blessed that I’ve always been getting along with my co-workers, then and now… some even became long-time friends which I still have contact with though we’re miles apart. My co-workers now are also a bunch of lovely ladies and a handful of gentlemen.  Fun group to work with!

Thank you for making me laugh

when I couldn’t even smile.

I was told by my grief counselor and my oncologist today to “be kind to myself” and try to start doing things again that makes me happy even going through whatever life throws at me…

I’ve been away from social media platforms for a while now, but started to be active again on my Twitter, Tiktok, Instagram and this Finding Nirvana.net Website, a part of my Anonymously Yours Network, which with or without and an audience serves as my blogpile of emotions on where I kinda wear my SkippyHeart on my e-sleeves again.

so I am back…

as always,MY DEAR LOVED ONES, FRIENDS, EARTH ANGELS AND BEAUTIFUL STRANGERS, please hold my hand and promise not to let go…

, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

With YOU, I can face Tomorrow one more time…

, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Life may not be perfect, but still being alive is perfection! In remission and working…”and maybe at times my arms are beginning to tire holding on to hope...but my heart will never stop searching for miracles...”🙏

Blessed and Thankful

〰️

Blessed and Thankful 〰️

, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

June is National cancer SURVIVORS Month

, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Across the Web…

June is National Cancer Survivors Month…

Join us in celebrating survivors everywhere by changing your Facebook profile frame. And if you’re a survivor, change your frame and share it with pride, for you are an inspiration to us all! Try one of our filters by searching Survivor-CCCN or Support-CCCN at https://bit.ly/CCCN-Frame.

, , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Philippians 4:13 - and the Reason is YOU...

, , , , , , , , , , , , ,

When I got diagnosed with an invasive breast cancer, I did not know if it was His will to heal me or if my borrowed time here on earth is nearing its due date. I sought God and His will.

Keeping the Faith through all the bleak times and uncertain seasons in my life, I live day to day and pray without ceasing for His continued merciful love and light in my life.

As...

“Faith believes when there is no reason to hope. Faith isn’t seeing; faith is believing. It never stops hoping. It never gives up. Faith is obeying God even when there are no results and believing the results are happening somewhere (maybe even just inside me, reminding me to turn to God as the ultimate source of provision for everything I need).”

And then it happened...an answered prayer, a testimony to my test, the reason for my scars, a new and continued chapter of my life...

I will be back in the workforce again on Monday at a medical imaging facility...and of all the many departments I could get assigned to, I got hired at the Mammography Department whereby I could totally relate and empathize with the patients.

GOD truly works in mysterious ways and I thank Him for this providence to continue in my life’s journey, wear my scars with a smile and serve through Him.

“I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.” ~ Philippians 4:13

“I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.” ~ Philippians 4:13

, , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Another YEAR Worth the PRAISES that SHINES through tears

, , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,

Two years ago exactly today, I was praying for my life...now, I want to pause to thank You po, LORD for continuing to grace me with this life and for all the things that You are doing in my life, hopes and dreams , big and small. You are always providing, and making ways for me in capacities unexpected.

It’s amazing what prayer can do. It comforts you, makes you feel whole inside, gives you hope and strength to face many tomorrows.

I hide myself in HIS magnificence and HIS wisdom; but when I ponder HIS goodness, my heart can say nothing - I can only adore!

—————————————-

FEATURED Related post: American cancer Society: Making Strides against breast cancer 2018, Las Vegas